a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge

ones__affection @ 2004-10-20T15:21:00

2004-10-20T20:32:49Z

alright iwas looking at my self today and i figured out then im all blah!!! and i gotta get pretty. so what sshall i do?

im thinking about puttying a random high light of bleach blonde in my hair. jsut 1 big fat streak. but stil keeping my hair dark brown

or get a buncha layers and get the underside of my hair hot pink. and straighten my hair liek woah.

anyone know were i could get a good ass straightener?

cus mine works for shit

got any ideas?

im getting pictures soon dont worry.

._I_love_you_like_a_fat_kid_loves_cake_.

give me something to write about.

2004-10-19T02:39:20Z

i havent written in this fora while, so yeah.

yeah home coming was tight i guess, hung out iwht jsutin the whole time which was nice. umm yeah went to a movie with lauren chad and jsutin. umm yeah.

best day of my life right here....?

2004-10-09T18:02:27Z

wow todays been great, i wake up at 1030 laurens liek coem to this placewiht me im leavign at 1 so hurry up and i like HAD to clean every fuckin piece of wood in the wood filled house, that took be like 2 hours and i was gonan go to laurens but now no one is home and its 1 right now so i fuckin cleaned for nothin. im having a shit day. hope it gets better....someone shoudl come over that would be splended.

ones__affection @ 2004-10-03T21:14:00

2004-10-04T02:15:57Z

some one called me pretty and i dont even know them!

i got cool hair.but its dark, i hope it gets lighter. ya'll prolyl wont like it :(

im better off wiht out him.

2004-10-02T02:51:29Z

i just came back from the game and it was so much fun the rain and everything. then i saw fuckin thomas and alex andit pissed me off so much, but then i relalized i dont love him.
on the brighter side of things, me and justin chilled at the game and we were soaked...and we kissed it was nice. im happy i like him so much!!then when he had to go i was beating t.k. up wiht my kung-fu fighting grip. i beat his ass!!

this weekend:

-might go to pauls if i dont find anyhting better to do, so if you wanna chill saturday call me up.
-me and ally are ahaving our party..haha not really party, more liek a let screw around iwht her animals and my hair kidna party, but if y'll wanna call ocne again call me up.
-i was gonna met thomas at mcdonalds after he works but i dont know i prolly will i prolyl wont. depends on my mood, right now i wont.
-call me if you wanna do soemthing...2 to teh 5 bto the 2 to the 3 to teh 3 to the 1 to the 1!! cool beans.

ones__affection @ 2004-09-26T20:46:00

2004-09-27T01:56:38Z

eww im sick of my hair i really need some ideas...

grow it out?

cut it

dye it {colors?}

ANYTHING!

i think i need a picture...im sure everyone has seen my f-ugly hair.

eww it is gross, shout out any ideas if you got any.

spice girls are A to the wesome!!!!!

2004-09-26T13:34:56Z

WELL LAUREN IS STUPID. she had to change the hours and minutes to hi and fricken by. NO EVERYTHING IS GONE! haha good thing i ahve magical powers cus i can remember everything i wrote...NOT.

friday: chilled with lauren at taco bell the nlauren went to the game and i played foot bal lwiht connor and brad at tacobell got tackeled4 times. it was bad. so lauren went to teh gamea nd i ahd to stay with connor and his little shit for brains friends. and then igot in trouble for not telling my mom where i was. so i got grounded from everything, but then my mom went ot a party sister ata friends for the night. ERD CALLED ME! ha i never talk to him, but itwas nice trlakign ot home almost for 2 hours! it was cool.

saturday: chilled wiht lauren, then went to nicks and i chilled and lauren chilled and everyoen was chilly. then lauren was like ahh hold on and iwas like okay so she could go in the woods. so i chilled wiht justin and we spyed on teh neighbors and got caugfht! yeah. me nad justin are goign to home coming, im excited!!!!!! the things roger rabit said. hmm idotn know. then lauren stayed the night we listened to spice girls! cus laurne was :( and then when spice girls came on she was like :D!!

sunday: today...LAURENS HERE! hello lauren...yeah. im going to a movie wiht jsutin then i got stupid sunday school class for fuckin church. then HOEM WORK! woot woot! eyah the end.

shimmin to the left if you haveing a good time, shaking to the right if you know that you feel fine.

all i gotta say is im shimminging and shaking. same wiht lauren...she shakes...like a milkshake. those are good. i really want one know. lrihgt im gonna find one.

ones__affection @ 2004-09-22T17:45:00

2004-09-22T22:49:00Z

everyone hates me

at school

2004-09-21T19:10:51Z

im in shcool and im really bored so i decideed to come onthis piece of crap. cus maybe i would have somethign ot alk baout but obviously not.

well me and thomas arnt going to home coming anymore..i dont think...and i still wanna go but im gonna go by my self then. if anyone wants to dance.. let me know...ha. id liek to say im the b est dancer in the world...hsha not really...

here comes nick..geez the boy wont stop talkign to me, but i need someone to talk to me during study hall, and paul is tallking to me alot too same with mike...its kinda nice...

ones__affection @ 2004-09-20T22:17:00

2004-09-21T03:18:52Z

i feel like shit.

i just love him so much...i cant handle it anymore...

2004-09-19T05:47:48Z

you ever wish you could turn back time when you didnt have strong feelings for someone, and not knowing that everythiung is your fault in the end. but i feel like i was getting pulled out of sad ness and getting pushed back....i seriously give up, im wiht lauren on this one.
everything is my fault i really dont know how to do things right, i really want someone to tell me what the fuck is wrong wiht me. it jsut seems like everyone hates me, ive been getting the worse looks from people i think i did something bad and i dont even know what it.

i stole this from amber good idea 2 thumbs up...
+ i got a dress from homecoming..
+ its pretty
- i dont have anyone to go with
- i feel alone and not needed...its pretty sad

ones__affection @ 2004-09-17T22:04:00

2004-09-18T03:05:21Z

i feel somebody ripped my heart out and they jsut left me there to bleed.

i love thomas michael foley!

2004-09-16T10:57:39Z

Wednesday is one hell of a day aint it?

ones__affection @ 2004-09-15T22:02:00

2004-09-16T03:05:25Z

this is gay.

alex is a freak.

2004-09-11T22:22:33Z

well i guess me and thomas didnt break up, we just had a huge ass fight. and it got me thinking we did. and we are drifting apart but im gonna try and fix that we arnt. but i got grounded cus of alex calling me at 10 asking if i wanted to sneak out but i said no and my mom thought i did so im gorunded fora week and it sucks ass.

i <3 thomas

thomas :(

2004-09-11T04:29:29Z

okay yesturday started off horriable...then it got better...then horribale again then better then it got horriable again! i woke up feelign like shit, so i went by connor he always makes me feel better i love him. then i get better untill volleyball ended cus iwas looking for thomas the whole time but he wasnt there. so that kidna bummed me out. but i hung out with connor the whole game we ahve so much fun together. then it was the end and we were lookingfor my sister andhwe g/f but we could find her or her g/f, so thta pissed me off so bad and they like left to early..which sucked.. so i got a ride from alex bair who had kevin jake kyle and lauren all in the car...which was fun. then we got to my house and my mom was like howsl uarne getting over andim like shes spendinghte night and shes like no she not and she got a bitchy and shit so lauren jsut went home. and a bunch of other horriable shit happened which is not good at all.

last night i think my heart broke into itty bitty tiny pieces and im not sure it will be fixed.....im so sad. cus i think me and thomas broke up, i hope to god we didnt. but i was pissed and mad at him and he said some stuff about us drifting apart so i was gonna go and thomas was all im so sorry michelle. so i left and i cried i think i lsot him. i still love him so much.

i love him...

weekend sucked so much!

2004-09-06T18:13:15Z

well my fuckin familywent upnorth where is nothin tpo fuckin do but watch my fuckin parents get drunk and hear about my fuckin sister fuckin problems with stupid ass "im a man" nicole. which i could care less about. and i was saposta go over and stay withla uren the whole week end but forsome reason my dad said it was family time...WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY TIME??? IM NOT GONNA SITTING AROUNDA FIRE AND TELL JOKE WHILE DRINKING COCOA AND PLAY FUCKIN MONOPOLY WIHT MY FAMILY!!! but obviously family time was getting some chairs and couches for the new house...that was fun? and of course when i think nothin bad could go wrong. i call thomas and hes like yeah alex is coming over. so im thinking okay is nephew..but hes sai matovitch. and im like SHIT! so im thinking the whole time THE FUCKIN BITCH IS GONNA SABOTOSH MY RELATIONSHIP!!! and i know alex and him are friends, but that like me saying "hey thomas umm alex bair is going to come over tonight around 8..alright?" oo that pissed me off so bad, but alex i guess didnt try anything...if she did i would of busted a cap in her ass. yeah the ghetto-ness is jsut flowing out of me today, so watch out.
well i was going to tel lyou allabout my weird stupdi funyn dreami had but laurne came over and ruined it! cus she fell in a lamp...in her dream and had soda in a church with some church go-ers and with some ymca folks and they went to flordia for some reason and had to take buses home. isnt she a weird-o?
nice week end i had...it was splended..hah

i <3 thomas

i love him, so much

2004-09-03T11:15:07Z

I love Thomas so much. I can do, anything cause your love is so amazing cause your love aspires me, and when I need a friend, you're always on my side giving me faith, taking me through the night. My life had changed because of you, and I need you right here with me. There's no substitute for you. As far as I can see, you're the one for me. Your the one Ive always wanted. The one that I just cant live without. Ceause from the moment I saw you I swear i knew im gonna love you forever.

i love him so much

im so tired,im already ahving a crappy day. eww and it wilklget worse. cus noi gotta go upnorht cus likes like family time, and during family time your saposta have fun but i dont have fun.

i feel like i wanna run from everything and everyone in my family, i hate them i do i no thats harsh but i do i really do.

school

2004-09-02T00:23:31Z

WELL IF SHE JUMPED OFF A BRIDGE WOULD YOU??

depends...is that water cold?

i said HI and touched 27 little 8th and 9th graders i didnt know so my hand is covered in germs...it was gross everyone has sweaty and muggy hands it was gross.

all my classes are cool i have atlease one person in every class i talk to...its purdy cool.

i hope thomas likes the high school i was there to day for volley ball and im like AHH WHERE DO I GO...but i stopped and re-thought what i did wrong and i found were iwas goingto go...im a weirdo

I Love Him...

chad is horny

2004-08-31T03:45:19Z

Two In The Grass: except you have a bf and i respect that

thats coming from chad, the horniest person alive, i jsut think it amazing that he said that cus not once i heard him say that to me cus hes always like "oo lets fuck" {and i got that like everyday} and now hes like "i respect that" maybe im jsut weird...i mean come on if any girl as encountered chads horniest you'll know what im talking about.

Two In The Grass: i mean your like gonna get married to thomas

chad!!!

thomas sorry i said i was and didnt, its my fault next time tho i promise. cus i do.
I <3 You!

I <3 Thomas Foley!

2004-08-29T07:00:08Z

ive been thinking alot about Home Coming and if i wanna go, because i mena i would liek to go but if thomas doesnt wanna go or cant go i dont know if i wanna go alone or wiht a friend or jsut stay home...i dont know...im weird.

I <3 thomas

thigny is cassies journal

2004-08-28T15:54:13Z

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I cuss frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast...sometimes
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I can whistle
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut did have/has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I cry at least twice a week
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I think the Beagle is the best breed of dog

schedule thingy

2004-08-28T15:35:52Z

first semester:

hour 1: history gruber

hour 2: math binon

hour 3: english penisten

hour 4: choir scheehle

hour 5: science voigt

hour 6: phy ed weber

hour 7: draw and design chmielevski

hour 8: study hall

second semester:

hour 1: history gruber

hour 2: build career quest {this will be gay!! >:o}

hour 3: english penisten

hour 4: choir scheehle

hour 5: science Voigt

hour 6: draw and design chmielewski

hour 7: study hall

hour 8: math binon

I Heart Thomas

2004-08-24T21:43:00Z

When Im With You It Feels Like My Heart Is Beating Faster Everytime I Touch You. Because Even If We Are Gone And Went Our Sepperate Ways Im Still Going To LOve you Forever

ill be home in 19 hours!!!

2004-08-24T18:04:41Z

there may not be another way to your heart, i guess id better find a new way in. shiver when i hear your name hink about you but its not the same. i wont be satisfied till im under your skin.

i <3 thomas